Though it’s been more than a year Alycia is taking paid private transport to and from school, I will still start to miss her and worry about her each time she gets into the van in the morning, when the skies are still dark. I worry about her a lot and will say a prayer for her each time she hops into the van. Ever since the incident where the transporter left her behind in school and I thought she was kidnapped, I worry about her even more. Today Alycia told me that Aunty J (her transporter) told the kids in the van that a boy from another private van was badly injured on the head when an accident happened. Alycia did not know how the accident happened but the boy was one of the students from her school who sat in a private van like her. When I heard that, I started to worry again. Did I tell you that I am a very good chronic worrier? I have morbid thoughts and would think about the worst case scenarios all the time whenever negative things happen.<\/p>\n

Next year my bag of worries will grow heavier as Sherilyn will be in Primary 1. Baby will also start to attend pre-school. I have already started to worry about how Sherilyn is going to cope in Primary 1. And knowing that she is a very curious child who likes to try everything, I worry that will she try doing dangerous things in school. I also worry about how she is going to get ready by 6:40am as she will be taking Aunty J’s van too. She can’t even be ready by 8:15am for pre school now.<\/p>\n

As for Baby, I will worry about her a great deal when she starts to attend pre-school next year. I have also started to worry about her hygiene in school, especially on the toilet part. She did not have a very perfect urinary tract system since birth and after a major surgery in 2009, she’s much better now. Though she has no more monthly UTI attacks, she still has a slight urine leakage problem. She will definitely need to be in diapers when she goes to pre-school. I even plan to go to her pre-school to bring her to the toilet at 10am everyday next year. My most immediate worry now is Baby’s MAG3 scan which is drawing closer each day. I worry that Baby will be very traumatized as the procedures are very, very intimidating and painful (when the catheters are inserted on her hand and down under) and I am already worrying about the scan report.<\/p>\n

Sigh… I guess every mother would have their own set of worries and the worries that they have will never end. What are your worries about your child\/children?<\/p>\n

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