Poor Baby

Despite all the pain that she had gone through, Baby C is still not cranky and does not cry all day. As long as she sees me and have my teat teats all night long, she is a very happy and content baby.

I’ve just gotten back from the hospital. It breaks my heart to see her wail her lungs out each time the nurses inject the antibiotics into the IV line. One might think that injecting the medicine through IV is painless but if you had gone through it before, there is still a sharp pain when the cold liquid passes through your veins.

Baby C looked so pitiful here as she waited for the nurse to administer the jab on her.

After crying all her energy away, Baby C slept oh so soundly here.

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Baby C With The IV Line On Her Hand

That’s BB C on the 3rd day of her stay in the hospital. The dr finally managed to find a vein in the morning and inserted the IV line to the back of her palm. It was really heart-wrenching to see her being ‘tortured’ like that. Her cries really broke my heart into pieces.


With such a big bandage on her hand, breastfeeding her is quite a challenge now. Yesterday, I accidentally squeezed the affected hand and she wailed out in pain. Last night, she put the bandage to her mouth and licked it. She also puked on the bandage this morning, which I have gotten it changed by the nurse.

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Updates On Baby C (Day 3)

I am back home to bathe and to pack some stuff again.  Finally this morning, the paed managed to find a vein on the back of BB C’s left palm.  As expected, BB C wailed her lungs out when the needle was poked into her hand.  My heart bled too seeing her tiny hand being poked and the dr. had to insert a small pump/valve and squeeze her hand tightly to draw out the blood, drop by drop…. to collect 3 small bottles of blood.  The blood results were just out and the white blood cells are still quite high, thus she is to continue the antibiotics, given via the UV line.

BB C needs the antibiotics for 7 days but the dr. has given me permission to take home leave to go home.  However, I need to bring BB C back to the hospital for the nurses to inject the antibiotics thru the IV line 3 times a day. 

One of my readers told me that I can avoid having BB C go thru the test (where a dye will be injected thru her urether) to rule out Kidney Reflux.  However, there will be tedious procedures where I will need to bring BB C to the hospital very frequently for her urine to be cultured.  I hope I can choose this option instead of having to risk BB C doing the test as she will be sedated.  I never want to see BB C sedated as she is just so small and fragile.  We will also be consulting a pediatric Nephrologist for a second opinion. 

Please continue to pray that BB C does not have Kidney Reflux.  Miracles do happen.  It has happened many times to me in the past.  When Alycia was diagnosed as having Hip Dysplasia when she was just 6 mths old, my world was suddenly crushed too.  After 3 months of non-invasive and non-medical treatment, her hips condition finally resolved by itself.  I am praying hard that another miracle will happen and that BB C does not need surgery / invasive medical treatments to get treated.

Will post my updates tomorrow. Time to return to the hospital now to nurse BB C and hopefully, she has peed into the urine bag.

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Updates On Baby C

I am back home for a short while to take a shower and to pack my breast pump and other stuff.

Baby C’s fever went up to 39.3 degrees Celsius at 4am today.  The nurses stripped her down and sponged her…. and she wailed her lungs out.  They asked me not to put on the long sleeved rompers on her as the heat is all trapped inside.  Instead, they put on the hospital scrubs on her which was really thin and airy.  Her fever just wouldnt go down and the dr also couldn’t find a vein on her hand, thus could not insert the IV into her hand.  Feeding her medicine is quite tough as she would spit the med out and puke.  Hopefully the dr can locate the vein later.  Antibiotics and medication fed thru the tube is much easier and recovery is faster too.

BTW Bb C has UTI and could be having Kidney Reflux too.  She has a dilated right kidney (since in-utero).  She has to undergo another test in a couple of months to rule out KR.  She has to be sedated too to do the test 🙁  My heart is totally crushed seeing how BB C is suffering.  Seeing her refuse my teat teats and refuse to nurse breaks my heart further.  

Her hand was poked twice yesterday (but Dr couldn’t find the vein) and leg poked once to draw out blood. It was really a big hurdle to collect urine from the urine bag attached outside the 2 labia for a culture on BB C’s urine.  It was only successful on the 4th & 5th attempt (need 2 cultures). I have to face another hurdle tomorrow when her urine has to be collected to be cultured again.  This is really like a long long nightmare that just wouldnt end.   Please continue to pray that BB C will recover fast and does not have KR coz if she has KR, she has to be on antibiotics up to 7 yo.

Gotta return to the hospital now…. 

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