Ever since Baby C’s first surgery a month ago, she has been super duper, extremely clingy to me. She wants to latch on to my boops 24/7 and has been sucking me dry like a leech. I even have to nap with her for 1-2 hours everyday while she latches on.  The second I pull myself away from her or leave her, she would wake up and cry.  I guess she feels really insecure and thinks that if I leave her alone, she will be in pain again.  During her stay in the hospital, each time I left her alone in the OT or in the treatment room, she suffered great pain, torture and fear. I hardly have the time for anything else these days, especially blogging. As I am typing this, baby is latched on to my boop again.  So I’m sorry if I haven’t visited your blog yet. I’ll definitely do so once I have the time to blog again. I hope baby will forget about her nightmare when we return to KL, back to her home sweet home, where she can have her usual routine again.
In Ipoh, Baby C followed us to Tesco for shopping yesterday evening and also for lunches and dinners outside. Granny bought her a pair of shoes, her first ever pair of shoes! After being imprisoned and in a torture chamber for almost a month in the hospital, gee, baby really loved being outside. I am enjoying each day with her and I value her even more now, after what we had gone through.  Â
I can’t say our nightmare is completely over as she’s still taking oral antibiotics every night until another MCUG scan, which she has to go through end August this year. This MCUG scan will show if she still has kidney reflux. Haih…… I know I should just live each day to the fullest and stop worrying. Worrying is like a rocking chair… it keeps you moving but gets you no where.  I’ll be the happiest mom on earth if the scan shows that she has no more kidney reflux but if she still has the reflux, I’ll deal with it later. My surgeon always tells me to think positively and let my positive vibes fill my baby and the air!
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Its true. Surround yourself with positive people and keep a positive mind .. but being mommy,how can we stop worrying right?
Dont worry dear, everything will be fine. You both fought so hard and have won!
I understand how your feeling is cos every mother is the same. We love our kid & we pray hard that they are healthy & happy. You are very strong that I think everyone who follows your blog will salute you. You make every mother proud of you. You have done a good job! Don’t worry too much & live the life to fullest. Same as what you said, Baby C is very strong & I love her signature smile. So cute of her! May God bless her with good health.
i tabik you, for being such a great mom. u have always stayed +ve & that is something which no many can perform. good for you…
and bb C is so so lucky to have u as her dear mom 🙂
I’ll always remember yr advise, worrying is like a rocking chair.. it’s good to look at things on the positive note, the result is there at the end of the day but how we embrace it is important.
You have to stay positive now. I’m sure you can do it, as you and Baby C have gone through the toughest moment together, and both of you are mentally stronger than before already.
I’m so happy to read all the positive updates on Baby C. Her smile proves it all. I’m sure the worst is over. Big hugsss… 😀
Glad to know that Baby C is doing well. don’t worry too much and Baby C will be alright with the coming scan. 🙂
You are right, just stay positive!
Yes,positive vibes all d Best!
we must stay positive though it’s not easy to do that. remember the law of attraction? try not to think about baby C having kidney reflux. just focus on her being healthy and happy always 🙂
Baby will be more than alright!!! Don’t worry too much dear 🙂
it is difficult not to worry, right? anyway enjoy the moments now that yur baby is safely back in your arms. think about those later 🙂
I am glad that you are thinking positively 🙂 Everything will be fine soon ……. I am sure!
Part and parcel of being a mum is all those worrying stuffs.
Think positively, and everything will be alright.
Post more pics of baby C sweet smile, ya.
Yea, like the law of attraction ….must think positive and attract positive things!
Everyone is in Ipoh now? Being pamper by ur parents??
I’m glad baby c is getting better n u r gaining ur confidence back 🙂
its always very happy to see your update posts early in the morning, and YES, agreed with other mummies, stay positive, and be with ppl who gives you positive vibes. 🙂
We shall pray for Baby C being healthy and active, and you being the best mom ever.. 🙂
Don’t worry, be happy! 😉
Yes no point worrying. As for baby C’s stickiness, yes, that would happen. Bryan was terrified of people coming into the room unannounced cos of the nurses and doctors who waltzed in and out. So even now, we have started the habit of knocking on doors, especially when he is inside the room. But the good news is that they get over the fear/paranoia fairly quickly because God made them with teeny weeny memories 🙂