Ever since Baby C’s first surgery\u00a0a month ago, she has been super duper, extremely clingy to me.\u00a0 She wants to latch on to my boops 24\/7 and has been sucking me dry like a leech.\u00a0 I even have to nap with her for 1-2 hours everyday while she latches on.\u00a0\u00a0The second I pull myself\u00a0away from her or leave her, she would wake up and cry. \u00a0I guess she feels really insecure and thinks that if I leave her alone, she will be in pain again.\u00a0\u00a0During her stay in the hospital, each time I left her alone in the OT or in the treatment room, she suffered great pain, torture\u00a0and fear.\u00a0 I hardly have the time for anything else these days, especially blogging.\u00a0 As I am typing this, baby is latched on to my boop again.\u00a0\u00a0 So I’m sorry if I haven’t visited your blog yet. I’ll definitely do so once I have the time to blog again. I hope baby will forget about her nightmare when we return to KL, back to her home sweet home, where she can have her usual routine again.<\/p>\n

In Ipoh, Baby C\u00a0followed us to Tesco for shopping yesterday evening and also for\u00a0lunches and dinners outside.\u00a0 Granny bought her a pair of shoes, her first ever pair of shoes!\u00a0After being imprisoned and in a torture chamber\u00a0for almost\u00a0a month in the hospital,\u00a0gee, baby really loved being outside.\u00a0 I am enjoying each day with her and I value her even\u00a0more now, after what we had gone through.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n

I can’t say our nightmare is completely over as she’s still taking oral antibiotics every night until another MCUG scan, which she has to go through end August this year.\u00a0 This MCUG scan will show if she still has kidney reflux. Haih…… I know I should just live each day to the fullest and stop worrying.\u00a0 Worrying is like a rocking chair… it keeps you moving but gets you no where.\u00a0\u00a0 I’ll be the happiest mom on earth if the scan shows that she has no more kidney reflux but if she still has the reflux, I’ll deal with it later.\u00a0 My surgeon always tells me to think positively and let\u00a0my positive vibes\u00a0fill\u00a0 my baby and the air!<\/p>\n

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